He's a sad fella .... and you know the only thing for you to do is let him live his journey. It's not about you KJ. It's really, really, really not.
The rational part of me knows this, the emotional child within is really hurting and tired of it!
Dealing with financial statements and seeing my hard earned money potentially slip away so easily ( to fund H's dates with other women!?!) is angering me. The rollercoaster of H's emotions/actions towards me angers and tires me. The fact that this idiot man can't even look within to heal himself angers me..the facade he presents to others angers me... and I know he doesn't have a clue...
Ok, so I'm angry. It helps to detach. The hurt is an indication I still have aways to go. The compassion is a bit harder to find these days...its still there, but not as consistently.
And yes, Virginia..I know I'm a doofus!
Last edited by kjensen; 01/20/1002:08 AM.
M44 H46 T21 Married 16y D14 D12 Bomb 12/08(EA), (PA/Separation)1/09 to 5/09 Home/MC 5/09 to 12/09 Leaves 12/09 Files for Divorce Divorce final 6/30/10.
