New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

Journaling.

Today marks 19 months since my W left. Long time for me. I felt so-so all day long. I couldn't help but feeling a bit sad today. I've done OK so far. I didn't do so well today. Trying to keep it together at work, at home, on the phone with the boys.

I figure now is NOT the time to give up and stop DBing. I've given already so much. And there is probably more to give, to endure, to be patient about. Now is not the time to throw all my gains away. Tough though. Tough. The mental part of it is the toughest. I didn't know I could endure so much emotionally and mentally after 19 months. But I did.

I guess it's OK to feel a bit down today. I'm sure it happens to everybody on this board at one time or another...Tomorrow is another day to get up and do better. Like this other DBer says: Every day is another chance to get it right...

I'll do better tomorrow.

JR09