One day at a time....

[Deep]

Dropping by again .

It's funny isn't it - of course, it isn't really - how life is.

I can identify with the H's under stress to provide well financially. I did really well in the early part of my career, had a dramatic return to earth or a couple of years, and have spent the last 5-6 running my own business. It was immensely hard at the beginning.

I can rememeber the stresses and resentments, coupled with the anger towards W over our M issues and SL. The dam burst a couple of times. In the end, I just focused on what I could do work wise. In a weird way, this helped drive W into her A fog later.

On an objective level, it also intrigues me on hindsight how the could-have-been WAH I might have been should have gleefully walked away when the A broke, and the mixed feelings I have about things even after.