I had a meeting today about the house that I live in that is owed by myself and EX - he was smart enough to put it in a off-shore company so that if we divorced it could not be part of the divorce settlement. How smart and coniving is that? I was such a fool. I want to sell the house now. The meeting brought up all those feelings of deciet again. How I was sleeping with the enemy.

The first time he left me he had planned everything - he had put the house in the off-shore - transfered the shares to his family members - he had rented an apartment... All the while living with me, sleeping in the same bed, eating breakfast, dinner - while planning to stab me in the back. How do people do such things... I know I sound so naive when I say that but how????

I realized during the meeting that he had fradulently signed a document in order to have the house bought by the off-shore. I need to go to a lawyer sometime this week and figure out what it all means. I asked the guy in charge of the company - "would you ever put your house in an off-shore without your wife knowing?" And he was like "no" - He then said "but your husband seemed to do many things behind your back" - how awful - how awful that I had the misfortune to know this man...

Am sad today thinking about it - there's no justice in this. None. When do I get to see the Justice?