it was great to be with the boys, and W and I got along pretty well, though we did have a heart to heart at 2 am...
the problem I'm dealing with now is she wants me to take the boys on friday so she can "take care of some things at home". Its been 6 months now... I do not think there is going to be any changes with her.
So... I'm just not sure about all this any more. Very much at my wits end, need resolution, need to have some sort of change. My work is suffering.
I have heard everything you all have said... I am trying my best to do it-- but there might just be a little bit more for me to chew on now with no kids, no wife, job not working well-- all falling away after 13 years of hard work to get to a place where I could start really living my life. too much really.
so I may be seeking resolution. she has manipulated me and controlled me these last 6 months-- maybe more. she has made me feel like its all my fault. she is the one who left.
I understand she may be hurting and suffering... but so am I-- at some point the hurting and suffering must stop.. no?
