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we all know how hard this journey is
Our H seem so oblivious to our hurt
and there is NO way out -except through it for us-and it is so painful
We cant reach them
they have to explore it all on their terms
You already know all of this
the only thing I can say is we make it through
and as Ive read here recently, we are the lucky ones
b/c as time passes our H amd xh create all kinds of pain for themselves
we just continue to grow
we try to support them as best as we can
hoping it will come to a postive outcome for us and our kids
sometimes it does and will
time--lots of time it seems to take
and lots of faith
hang in
tomorrow will be better
your H will not find the happiness he seeks outside of him and on match.com
but it is for him to realize
our time now is to heal grow and do whats right
the rest will be done for us
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow