Yeah there have been some instances like that...She asked me to stop changing and being so nice because it makes her doubt everything she is doing. Also she told me that the more she sees the man she knows is in me come out the more she misses me. Usually after we have a good day or a good talk she also gets either really cold, distant, tries to start a fight, or tries to discourage me. She has also said she does not understand how I can love her when she does not deserve it...I see what you are saying...yeah I will not speak about this until I am ready...Just trying to figure out what to say when she strikes out and says it must be nice to be able to go out. Because honestly my emotions want to say you put yourself in this boat but I know that would be counter productive...
