T2...I like your new place....redecorating always lifts the spirits....my h told me about 2 years ago..when things were starting to be different that he wanted to grow old with me..about 3 years ago he gave me an anniv card and wrote that he would marry me again and again.....so when you said that your h told you this, it brought back some very positive hope for me and of course tears of what was.....you don't throw love away that easily..it's just lost for now..
great things are in the future for you and your h.... thanks
