I've been in that desolate place, where the pain of living far outweighs the joys of life, even children. I was always a survivor and a had willingness to overcome anything. I couldn't understand how I possibly got there, but I did.
I'm still here. The bad does not last forever. It is as temporary as you make it. Move your fingers to call a hotline. 2-1-1 is very easy.
Get up. Take a shower. Shave. Brush your teeth. Put on clean clothes. Include your shoes. Make your bed.
You can do it.
People, professionals, are here to help. All you need to do is ask. Try.
