Not Me...Ever part 2

[Serenity13]

(((Gardener)))

Thank you my friend...I am beat however I am at peace...

Once I made the decision, I knew that even though it was harder then anything I have ever done before, that it was the right thing to do.

S seems to think that living with his Dad will be nothing but shopping and fun (because that is what he does with him when he actually spends time with him)...

They both have a rude awakening coming...

I have a call (actually my 3rd) into his PO and I want him out by Sunday - Since he is court ordered to the house, we have to have a judge get into this act...

I can't take another sleepless night wondering if he is going to harm me or the little one while we sleeping...

I can say that I would think he wouldn't go that far however I cant say that with 100% certainty and as his Mother, that is devastating to me, and before this day I have never felt like a complete and utter failure in just about every department however today I can say that I do.