When I was in El Paso, I was there alone. The only reason I was there was because SG was there.
When I came back to NY, my healing began because I was surrounded by people who truly love and care for me. My best friend and soul sister listened to me patiently sob on the phone last night, told me she understood, and although the concept of my loving a man who could hurt me so much is beyond her, said that I needed to do what was best for me. That I deserved better.
Goldey dear, yes the majority of it we must do ourselves. But rely on people who love and care for you, genuinely. They will be a life line. They will be the ones to help you heal, keep you strong, hold you when you are weak.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
