One last little side thought fromt his morning and especially after reading of one of our DB brother's hardships after his D.
W knows she has decimated me financially and that has a serious impact on the time frame for this to go to a full blown R of our M and family.
When she was talking about selling that darn house, she was running estimates of what she thinks she will get and what she needs, how much will be left and that we could use it to clean up the remander of our debts.
I ponder if she says this out of remorse for what she's done?
It clearly indicates she couldn't possibly be living a double life of sorts. My debts are significant from the D and thereafter. Heck, everytime it looks like I may get to even on current stuff and ever so slowly pay off those debts, something else dwindles me down further.
then, I re-think of the boys and how they just steam roll her. Even in light of us being together, their attitudes are degrading quickly. This weekend was the first that they were truly horrible with me, but apparently that is how they treat her all the time.
Uggh. Time to get cracking at work and spend some time later at another attempt of finding supplemental income.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11