Tell me whether or not I'm crazy. I get a better feeling when H is around. Better eye contact, more laughter, meals are quieter, and most importantly - when he gets that irritated/annoyed tone or raises his voice, he tries to soften it. (SAturday excluded lol). Asking me for help calmly instead of shouting orders.
He must be hearing me? Or looking at himself? Or feeling better? I don't know WHY but these little things mean the world to me. Either I expect too little (I'm crazy this means nothing) or signs are pointing to progress.
I was in serious panic attack mode from his anger and demands last year, these things mean an enormous amount to me.
