No word from my Wife on anything. Not even sure I am doing the right thing in trying to save my marriage or even if I should be trying to save my marriage. I have been almost completely dark for 6 months now. Times seen each other 3. Talked on phone maybe another 3-4, emailed a couple more than that. She is still all about getting the D over.

Is there someone else I don't know I am sure there probably is. Without going back I had little to no chance of ever finding out. Went from bomb being dropped to her having her own place in 3 weeks.

Only reason for her doing this "She just doesn't feel that love she should". Mostly just venting here I guess. I think that I have done everything that I possibly could have to try to get her to at least work on our M. GAL, complete darkness, prayed yet not even a slight waver in my wife.

I don't want my M over but maybe I should just meet with her and split everything up and not go to mediation. Make it quick and get it over with. Just a bunch of BS as I was a good husband to her and this never should have happened. Really sucks having to go to my family and let everyone know what happened. Large Catholic family in a small town and divorce isn't even a word around there.


"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33