CG - we usually have alot of fun and laughter in our marriage - we joke and love to hang out with each other - that's why we've been married this long. I know neither one of us have been too happy with the other lately but there are still times we laugh.

Although H has expressed interest in working on the M his actions and demeanor seem otherwise. I am a little confused by this weekend once again. I just don't know.

I know one thing - I'm going to listen to you guys - I know I have to stop the negativity.

In the end - it's what's gonna make me ok with me - with or without him - so I do get it.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10