Hey Sandi, thanks for keeping a check on me.....It does help and I promise I do hear what you are trying to tell me...
The weekend did not go off as planned....She and her sister hung out Friday night and apparently drank alot....She sent me a text Saturday afternoon saying she was very hung over and wanting to know did I want to get together....I sent back a text saying I already had plans, so no I did not.....I actually had made plans and really had a good time....
She did not ask what I was doing and i did not ask her what she had been up to....We talked a minute yesterday and none of it came up....It is still hard, but I am finally seeing that she is not what she used to be....
My youngest son told me yesterday that he was ashamed of her...Said he didn't like the fact he had a mother and an aunt that were trying to act like teenagers again....Breaks my heart for both my sons, but nothing I can do about it....Told him that was his mom and he should love her no matter what....He said he did, but he did not respect her....He also told me I was crazy for breaking things off with my lady friend....He said she treats us all better than his mom does....
Still not sure where things are going with her, but it is becoming very clear where things are going with my ex....It is sad, and I still feel things could be good for us again, but she is all about having fun and not answering to anyone....Not much to build a relationship on....I do love her, but right now I feel sorry for her....Thanks again for checking on me...
