Today over the phone W said she has a lot to think about from yesterday's converstation, and that she has a lot of inner conflict. So much so that she had to take anxiety medication.
I was feeling pretty down last night, mostly thinking that I was up against a brick wall and nothing I do is going to matter. And thinking about what divorce would do to our lives and our children.
I said some prayers and that helped. It's just not productive to dwell on the negative and worry about the future. I have to take one day at a time.
But hearing W say she's thinking about our discussion and facing inner conflict actually is encouraging.
WAW Using God Me-43 W-40 M-14 S-11 S-9 D-7 EABomb 5/09 Separated 12/09