Well, now she's swung completely the other way. Wants court dates as soon as possible. Pulling away hard. Saying that I have all the control.

I don't have much time to type, need to go. Just - aaarrggghhh. So confusing. SHe called me yesterday morning, wanting to talk to me, now she's bitter and tearful, just wants to be away from me. Said there was no connection this weekend, how could it have been loving? I have all the control and she just wanted me to be nice to her.

Yeah. Sunday she was talking about Disneyland and going shopping to buy me clothes.

I am disappointed, but not suprised. Have to go -