Do you really want your marraige to work is the question you have to ask yourself? It sounds like you have made lots of positive changes in yourself which is a very good start!
Have you read Divorce Busting or Divorce Remedy yet? Highly recommended!
I am still new to this myself so not a lot to offer but don't worry, the vets will be along soon to help you!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing