no idea what to do......

[gman]

update:
more background info - W is a stay at home mom and as part of making sure she knew where we stood finically i suggested years ago that she be the one to pay our bills, she glady accepted.

i NEVER carry cash on me as everything these days can be done electronically, so after dinner last night (and me not speaking about our sit at all) i asked if she was going to be around to watch the kids so i could go out for a bit, she asked where and i said to the book store i wanted to buy a book.....

instantly she gets upset with me and tells me that we don't need to spend money on books and why not goto library. i avoided the trap - i said "sure" but i will have to go tomorrow as it is a holiday, and let it at that.

about 10 minutes later she comes to me (giving her space)and says if i really want to go get a book then i should.

i call that a "baby step"

read the first 3 chapters of DR as soon as i got home, was sooo tired that i slept most of the night because i saw hope while i was reading.

now for more of the me part - do i just go to my family doctor and tell them i think i have been feeling depressed and let them go from there or do i go to specialists?

Thanks
Gman