Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

Hey SD

I have every intention of keep on keeping on what i have been doing. The anxiety is still there but not as bad as it was. The medicine that the CSC perscribed really helps for that and as far as sleeping the whole time going back. I have that covered too. They gave me some $hit that could take out an elephant, so i already planned on sleeping the whole time so the mind isn't wandering.

(TRAPS) the only traps i can think of is the hey baby lets go do it or something like that. Like i said though i'm going home with the attitude "as if" nothing is wrong and/or going on. I am going to make the time i do have back home the best i can and treat it like i'm never going to get those 2 weeks back ever again. I have every intention of making it about my kids and me and if the W wants to come along she is welcome to but i wouldn't ask her. I want to mantain that attitued and be the decision maker that i am supposed to be. Yes i have my stones back and have already started really focusing on ME, getting a life and trying to not worry about future outcomes.

You guys are awsome and help a lot and i am so thankful that there are others out there that dedicate their time to help.

Day By Day "embracing the suck" LOL