Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

Hey yall, Trent, Michelle, SD, and especially robx because his situation other than me being 10000 miles away is so similar to mine and i look at his story for his strength and willpower to do what i need to do to get thru this.

All is going as best as could be. I have been making little contact with the W and when i do call the house i usually only talk to the kids. Sometimes the W gets on the phone but i quickly let her know that i have a lot going on and have to go. The meds are starting to kick in and i have been GALing and feeling a lot better than i have been. Every day is a new day and i know it is my decision to make it a Good or Bad day and i just try to focus my thoughts on happy things. I am glad you guys keep popping in to check on me i was really down and think that i had hit rock bottom last week, but i am picking up the peices of what is left of me and takikng it day by day.

As for any R talk there hasn't been any and the little convo i have had with the W i have been acting like "as if" there was nothing wrong and worrying about myself. I will continue to try to be strong and rock steady.

I have about 8 days till i head home for R&R and that does worry me a little and i am a little anxious about it.

Well i'll keep you updated.