Thank you all so much for the help. I am going to talk to her more about it when we are alone. It is hard to get alone time with her since she has a part time job but I will force myself to make sure it happens. And thank you courts for the info about her looking for love from others. I am so wrapped up in my own mess that I did not even think about that.
It is strange that just when I thought I was okay emotionally, this hits. I wonder how she has been feeling when I was so preoccupied that I did not pay attention that well. I am disappointed in myself. Thanks again to you all. I need perspective right now and you helped so much.


M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11