(((LR))) DONT PANIC! Yes, it's ok to be upset. Yes it's ok to be afraid. Yes, it's ok to wonder if it's worth it. Especially on the verge of moving back in together. The other side is bound to smack you between the eyes.
Feel your anger and sadness - vent here - and don't tell H about your feelings for 24/48 hrs! Let the funk just be. You're ok in my book. Don't pressure yourself to feel thrilled that the man is returning. That will make you feel worse. Melody is crucial for you = I hope you can do anything and everything to keep her.
The R is not going to be romantic weekends any more - it's going to be the whole package good and bad. So respect all your feelings and express them the best you can. We're here to listen!
