LOL. You know what I have really thought about what I might do to satisfy some of her needs while she is still here. It is really hard to do with your flip-flop from angry to upset all while acting as-if.
I can actually look back and see when our M took a turn. It wasn't when OM came into the picture, it was when I was working crazy hours for a project I was on. However, based on those hours I got an awesome bonus and stock award. My W really like material things but what was missing was a R with her H. I have been around a ton more since the bomb. The problem is after I told her I was done the table turned and we have been avoiding each other as much as possible.
Some days are better than others but she is still convinced that this is the best thing for her. I don't want to pursue and like you said it is a fine line. I have been happy when I am around her (with the exception of our discussion on Sat where I just put it all out there).
MSH,
I can relate. Today wasn't the best day. For some reason I was really angry at W today. I didn't show that anger when I got home but I did feel it during the day. A ton of WHY questions that I am sure will never be answered.
Glad to hear you have some GAL plans for this weekend. I think you did really well today with the call today.
M 33 | W 34 | Kids: S4, S3 M: 5/28/05 Bomb: 8/22/09 EA: 8/1/09 | PA 12/26/09 W L: 10/21/09 M L: 11/16/09 | 12/09 to file SA W & Boys Move Out: 3/14/10
