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I did want to say that the dark has been for me, and it has been good as I do feel twinges of sadness/tension when X is around.

I have a sense of humor back, work is going somewhat better, and I have been making new friends/restoring relationships with old friends.

I've been feeling better physically, plan to teach a class, and have developed some new hobbies and interests. I am starting to want a new relationship. And, as I said, I am not sure that I see the divorce as a bad thing at this point. I have experienced a lot of personal growth. I think X has, too. But I am not sure I can respect him ever again.

So at this point I watch and comment.