Thanks hopingtomakeit...I will consider everyones advice...I know that two things I have going are that she does still love me and that I will be back in the home for her to see the me that should have been there all along. Like I said she begins to come back around just a little. I think consistency, genuine change, and realizing that bad days may follow the times she opens more than she wants to are going to be key...It is really hard cause to be honest I just want to wrap her up in my arms and her to see this is real and everything will be better...But I am also a realist and I know this will not happen...I am ready to change because I like the results but I am also willing to put in the work for the long haul to save my marriage no matter how hard it is...
