It is sad. I keep thinking there is something wrong with me that I can still love this man two and a half years after he broke my heart. But then again, I chalk it up to the fact that I meant what I said when I married him, that I would always love him.
Again ---This is exactly how I feel. Mine texts me/calls me just before "how is your day going" I feel crazy -- there are days I want him to leave me alone/disappear but I don't want him to leave me alone. Maybe it's a longing for what once was with him. To let him go completely. It's hard because we have a son and live close to each other have a lot of the same friends, etc but I've begun separating myself from that and creating a new.
