She must be seeing a lawyer...what now?

[flowmom]

Awoken, I'm so glad that you had such a great trip. The teens must have been really thrilled to have had that adventure with you.

I need to really improve myself/my thinking when I'm in the house with W, and make it more positive. Right now, coming home just fills me with so much sadness. I wish it could all be ski weekends.

I can relate to that. I am trying to figure out how to work on my thinking so that I can GAL (which includes non-fun stuff like getting back into doing billable hours to deal with my financial vulnerability). I think that I want to put some focus on doing The Work. I am suffering because I am believing my thoughts. I need to challenge those thoughts. I want to re-read I Need Your Love - Is that True?. It's a great book and it helps me to see that there are other ways of looking at love than the way that I am stuck in now.