H is off tomorrow for the last time to his apartment, and someone is taking it over from him so his bolt hole will be no longer!
Its hard going today, he seems depressed and when I said something he'd usually laugh at he told me not to fish for compliments!
He so desparately needs a job but nothing seems to be on the horizon, we are going to end up losing everything very soon, is it really wrong for me to be thinking that Im not sure I can do this anymore, his behaviour may lose me my house, and possibly something more dear to me my furry friend, that I will find too hard to forgive she is my life and I have already had to tell my barn owner I cant pay her this month yet the most embarrassing thing I have ever had to do, how much lower do I have to go for this man, see I cant even bear to say H today!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
