It is sad. I keep thinking there is something wrong with me that I can still love this man two and a half years after he broke my heart. But then again, I chalk it up to the fact that I meant what I said when I married him, that I would always love him.
The thing I don't get is that I was really doing fine. I was happy, didn't think about him that much. And then all of a sudden he starts calling and I am right back where I was before.
I need to stop it, and just quit talking to him period. I think that is the only way, now, that I am going to be able to move on.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
