I did file. After months and months of waiting for him to do it, I got really pi$$ed off and did it myself. The only problem is that if I were to file here in NY I would have to wait two years before I could because SG lives in TX. Had we been married in NY it would be a different story, but we were married in TX. So therefore, I filed in TX. The short of it is that in order to finalize I have to fly back to TX. And because I will be starting a new job, I can't right now.
SG is the same way. He will bitch, moan and complain when things aren't going well for him, but when things are going great for me he is quick to shut up. That ticks me off because I feel the same way. I didn't want this, he did. I still really don't want it, but I also figure that after two and a half years with nothing changing WTF is the point? I paid my dues, worked my a$$ off and made the changes. He has not duck a kufcing thing but complain how back his life sucks and how much he has lost.
Well, gee, maybe if you kept your schlong in your pants, and talked to me instead of some bimbo, you wouldn't be in this situation!
Yeah, Lola is a little pi$$ed off today. But that is okay, I embrace my anger.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
