I believe we will always have periods of time when we reflect and wonder, and still have those feelings. How can we not? ...Those times never go away, but when they come they can be managed, so don't beat yourself up for feeling the way you do right now, after having an emotional conversation with your stbxw.
I know. You guys are right. I wasn't really beating myself up. All those "I wish I had"s I mentioned to Serenity were really "next time remember to"s. With 9 months or so without any real talking, I just wasn't prepared for her after 14 months of her alien replica.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
