Looking for my new normal

[Gardener]

Bunny,
You sound good. I'm glad.
It may be early in the day, but this:

If he wants a pic of me with another male, I'm gonna send him one of me holding Chester.

gets you the coveted Belly-Laugh of the Day Award

I love that house, I worked so hard on it to make the rooms and the gardens pretty. And it'll be gone. It also hurt because I didn't realize this separation was permanent...

I understand. I've been there re: not knowing/realizing the sep would be permanent. Still kinda there re: house and gardens, but not really, anymore. Just takes time.

The anger and resentment are normal, healthy and about time!. Good for you.