I woke up this morning without the heaviness... I guess it is going to take time like everyone says and I will get stronger. I met a woman yesterday who is going through a divorce after 24 yrs. Her second marriage. V. difficult. I might go out with her and chat about our mutual situations. I am feeling much better - much stronger and much more hopeful. My Ex made his choice but I can't allow that to have any more influence over my life than it already has. He was a selfish and awful man. I pity his new wife she doesn't have any idea who he really is and how cruel and absive he is capable of being. And as much as he will try and redeem himself in this new relationship the truth is he did all the awful things he did to me - nothing will erase that. He created his Karma. He will have to pay for them one day. I'm leaving that to God. My responsibility is to myself and my daughter now.
