GIMA - I had a huge anxiety attack the day H and I finalized the separation papers. This seems to be more of a normal reaction than we'd like to think. It does open the floodgates to all our emotions - this whole thing is traumatizing. I hear how strong and clear you are most of the time, but there is no shame in allowing your feelings out.
I had a panic attack so bad one night I threw up. Just like that. It was weird. Comes with the territory. You'll get through - and get that boat.
(((GIMA))))
And, I definitely think you should get info on MLC as I think your W is in one.