My story, what to do next.

[MarkG]

I will now continue to play this game to the fullest to see if I can reach my goal. Wish me luck.

While it might be partly a game in every situation, if it's only a game to get her back she'll see right through it. Make the changes for yourself so that no matter what the outcome you come out a better person through the experience. That's what this is all about.