well W and me had a fight over the phone and text saturday (about her needing to switch a weekend around and me telling her I could just take them no switching was needed) sounded "controlling",she got into "us" talk and tried to say I still wanted her back????(I dont even talk to her much and when I do its about the kids and its returning her calls or texts) we agreed to cool it until today, of course she sent a text at 7:30 am which I was asleep.. (I had a very very late night) so I texted her back at 11:30 when I got it. we exchanged a few texts nothing bad just the normal kid(s) stuff and I wanted a game back..and I told her I wanted to talk to her when she dropped the kids off..
So she dropped the kids off and she seemed reluctant to hang around and talk.. but she opened up ALOT we talked about everything she of course brought up "US" talks and she seemed to settle down.. she cried alot and says she only cries when she talks to me or talks about me. ??? she admits Im not controling,
I guess there is so much to take in. she did say she doesnt know what love really is.. she really thinks her BF and her are connected so well but we did talk about how we were that close (I guess she forgot) her BF kept texting and I am sure it was him who even called.. she said he was upset she was still here with me. she ended up staying for 2 hours talking we even just talked like old times about nothing. but he kept texting (boy he sure has no trust)
when she was leaving she kept looking around and I kinda wanted a hug but I was in my t-shirt so I stopped in the garage as she was walking away crying still she turned back and looked at me then went back to me and said idk if I should but and put her arms out and we hugged a bit then she walked away crying to where I could hear her
