Thanks davidswife. I guess I'm still in denial and can't believe this is happening to me. Every time I wake up I remember, and feel the punch in the gut. I need to get more grounded. I am so sick of having pneumonia. It's hard to be the best me I can when this illness is dragging me down.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
