A backslide - little on I hope.

Haven't seen H for 48 hrs= always puts me on edge - I get nervous about losing him.

We agreed to meet at 1pm to switch off S - I had a meeting and H was going to MIL's with S. I forgot my phone at home.

H txts and calls at 12:30 to ask if he could come 1/2 hr. late. I didn't get messages. H shows up at on time, apparently annoyed and irritable. H says first off "why didn't you get my messages" no hello to me or my friends. I ask what I can do to clarify any questions and he says well it doesn't help him now. Doesn't tell me what the messages were about.

I ask what time he is staying at MIL's until because I would like to come by after my meeting. H sounds annoyed and says he doesn't want that. H says he "doesn't want to deal with logistics". I don't by it but say, ok, even though I explain that I'll be done early and would rather be with S on my time off. I ask when he'll be done at MIL's and home so that I can plan. H is still irritable and doesn't give an answer. I say ok, how about being home by dinner? Text me when he leaves? He cuts me off saying "ok, ok!" and just leaves.

I feel like crap the rest of the afternoon.

These is the same problems I've had with him since day 1 of our R.

- H is unfriendly with my social circle, so I feel he is uninterested in my life.
- H is irritated and annoyed but won't say why - is snappy and cuts me off. Makes me feel like I'm a big problem for just talking.
- H will not stick to our schedule, changes at the last minute, even though I have clearly stated I would like plans 24 hrs ahead.
- H refuses to tell me his schedule and I have to risk "nagging" to get info.
- H refuses to hear how his rude communication style hurts me.
- I walk on eggshells, wondering what his mood will bring.
- the worse part is that I don't feel he cares when he hurts me. he thinks "I'm too sensitive". I want him to care that those interactions hurt me, whether he intends them to or not.

Talked with my friend - she reminded me to get space (do my walk away/24hr rule) and not bring it up. If he is willing to hear me, he will bring it up. If not, I can bring it up in therapy or not at all.

Any other advice, friends?

Last edited by Hope4Luv; 01/18/10 01:02 AM.

Me: 42
Him: 43

Two divorcees in a relationship