I am so sick of this roller coaster ride.

I thought i was over him and then wham this week I feel not quite at square one but definitly at square 3.

Was i harbourimg secret desires to reconcille but not admitting them to myself !!!!!!

Does this feeling stem from the fact that he has now been with the other woman 18 months ? It is lasting !

I dont want to care. I want to be free to love again but i have this strong trapped feeling. any ideas on getting over this hump !


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