Friday night he came home at 9:00 - so late - never before on a Friday night especially after being gone for 9 days! I wasn't shocked but the nerve - ya know?
He called me at 5:45 saying he was leaving (caller id said office) my mindreading self thinks "why did he call me after not calling me for 8 days straight?" what was the purpose of calling from the office to let me know he was still there? He leaves at 3:30 so I think he went back to call me (he wasn't at office from 3:30-5:45) that is what I think
Anyway....I didnt know my daughter texts him at 8:45 to say "where the heck are you at?" he texts right back to say "I'll be home in 10 mins." The kids gave him the cold shoulder when he got home. H looked at me and I just shrugged my shoulders.
The a**hole had the nerve to say, "I'd like a glass of wine...do u wanna pick the bottle?" - he wanted me to sit and have glass with him? God give me patience - he has been so rude people!
SAT - just ran some errands and he was civil - he made sushi and we had some beers and saki - he brought up some relationship talk - said, "I didn't call you all that time cuz I just didn't wanna fight." I'm so over that you guys...the cop out! He's full of sh*t - I think there is an ow otherwise he wouldn't spend so much time at work.
SUN - we're watching football he made lunch and we're just here. It's weird and distant. I'm actually feeling myself detach for the first time. I'm asking myself is this what IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII want? This is miserable. I'm just not good at this crap.
My best friend comes Tuesday - I think it will be good for me - I need to stop focusing on my worthless R right now.
Anyway....Go Chargers!
M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
