Went to go see AVATAR with that nice guy that I connected with through Match.com. You know, the one I was all stressed about "dating."
I have been honest with him about my emotional state, and he seems cool just having company.
Anyhow, AVATAR was sold out, so we BADLY chose UP IN THE AIR, which is about love, and affairs, and making connections, and breaking up and everything! It was horrible! And he felt horrible, too, for me suffering through this.
Next time I will realize--duh--we could have walked out.
Anyhow, when it was over I marched us straight to the bar. With two margaritas in me, we were able to laugh about it, chat in general, and in general have a good time.
I gave him a hug and a thank you when we left.
Driving home I just felt sort of numb. Didn't cry. Didn't really want to cry.
But not the fun night I had expected!
Me: 44 Him: 42 Together: 23 years; never married Bomb: August 1, 2009 Affair since May 2009 Walk away; no conversation; no process
