It's been a few months since I've posted. H moved out in the end of October and got his own apartment in Nov. We are still separated.

The holidays were hard, especially Christmas Eve. I am still taking it one day at a time and am surviving.

Went to our first MC session 2 weeks ago. Next one this coming week. Learned from the first session H appears to be suffering from PTSD since his return from the war. I didn't see it til now. Not that it's an excuse for his behaviors but it helped explain some things for me.


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10