Went out whole day yesterday. Went to a nearby island and talked to a friend who gave great support but feeling kind of sad while walking around under the sun and along the breach - just wish that it was H who's beside me. Joined by other friends later on and had a great seafood dinner - shrimps, crabs, scallops, fish...only H missing.
Also worried about my cousin cause Leukemia cells (though not in large numbers) were found in her brain as well and she losses her vision (temporarily I hope).
