My story, what to do next.

[digger22]

I wonder if I should just tell W that my entire family and hers needs to know our situation before we start connecting with other people. I realize that our D may be a long process and I certainly don't plan on just sitting around. I really think I need to date and just break free. any thoughts. I think I just get confused because I am receiving different ideas and I just don't know whats right. Mort fertel's solution is love love love. I am at a crossroads now because I feel like I could either just give her love and see if that works. Or just break off and move on. I am free from her in many ways, I really feel in our conversations and interactions that she thinks she could just say lets get back together and I would drop what I was doing to do it. I need to be pursued. She still thinks I am pushing.