The only contact I have had with him today was a TM regarding him coming to pick up hie clothes. I agreed that I wouldnt be here and asked that he doesn't bring anyone into my home. He stated he wouldn't and I left, Spent the whole day outside the home just getting home now. I believe he will contact me sometime next week, although I refuse to contact him. If he really wants to be with someone else then so be it. Athough I don't really want to be single. I found out tonight that my daughters 25 yr old friend thinks I an cute. Although that is wat too young for me and I wouldn't go there, still made me feel good. I am not ugly, am a size 0, I just dread the thought of being single again. I am going to wait this out and have a whole list of requirements if he ever wants to come back (I still Love him). I have this overwhelming desire to change my hair color, therefor change myself. I don't feel good enough. Still hurting and ashamed.
