Can any good come out of giving W some "space"

[brknheart]

Today was a relax day, didnt do much. The bad thing is since my mind wasnt busy with something else, I started to dwell on my sitch. I am having a bad feeling that she is going to tell me its over (again) when I come back from vacation. If this, the best thing for me to do is say "ok" and agree? I know I cant keep doing this, her flip flopping and stringing me along. I guess I wont have a choice, only to packup the rest of my stuff, meet with the mediator, and sign the papers. Its going to be hard acting like Im ok with moving on and getting a D. Sorry for the babbling, just trying to get this out of my mind and prepare for the worst...