Darling, beautiful woman! Why is your self esteem so low? What specifically is it that is making you feel 'less than'?
Do yourself a huge favor. Start exercising at least 30 minutes a day. Anything that will get your blood pumping fast for that long. The endorphins help depression SO much! You all got me moving with your gift and all I can say is that it has made a huge difference. My IC says that exercise is much better than any AD on the market and a combination of AD's and exercise is the ultimate cure for depression.
Like your H said, maybe you should get away by yourself for a long weekend and collect yourself, pamper yourself, read a good book (NOT self-help!!) and be calm. Do things to stay out of your own head for a while.
Other than that, all I can offer is a huge virtual hug for you and the assurances that you are an amazing, kind, passionate, beautiful woman and there is absolutely no reason for you to EVER feel 'less than'.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
