Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Thanks Greek. You have given me a lot of your time today, it means a lot. That last post final kicked it in to me. Is OM still in pic, I am 90% sure but cannot be certain, but yes I think so. She claims she went cold turkey but I think they just went deeper undercover. The only thing I know with certainty is they talked about a week ago on a pay as you go phone.

Be there when she is ready and let her miss me...gosh I wish she would miss me. That is what I want.

After I get the dog figure out, think I will make plans so we will not be here today. After ski lessons, it sounds like a good night to go out to dinner with the girls. After that, something else. Then she has to call the cell and I don't have to answer. Heck, I don't even need to carry it on me, I can leave it in the car if I don't want to be distracted. If she gets desperate enough, she'll call my work cell phone which she knows I have to carry on me at all times.

Please keep feeding me Greek - I suddenly feel like I'm about at a turning point - things really starting to sink in - thank you